Sunday, January 23, 2011

Chicago Bears

So Bears lost... Ugghhh..... Not a fun home game to watch especially when there was a little bit of a hope towards the end of the game. After our first touchdown, all the Chicago Bears fan were hopeful to have a tie, but nonetheless, Packers won 14 -7. We had to console ourselves with the thought that Bears were able to get a touchdown and a goal. Had there been one touchdown, then the game would have totally turned into a whole different direction. Oh' Well. Next time.

Almost about 6 years ago, we were in Boston when New England Patriots won the SuperBowl.

That is how our Sunday was today. We went to Evanston to watch the game at "Buffalo Wings," then after the game, we walked around the town and the went to the Hare Krishna Temple. The latter game would have been more interesting one to watch, but we decided to spend the evening in peace and serenity of God. It felt nice going back to our regular Sunday routine after almost two months.

All right, bed time.

2011

Been a while since I have been in this blog world. I would like to come back and write. Write and share my thoughts like I used to. I have multiple excuses, however, at this point, I realize that I cannot complain anymore. If I want to write a blog, then I just have to do it and here I am.

It is the era of 2011. Lot has happened in 2010.. lots of memorable event indeed worth mentioning onto this blog world and I will do so in the coming weeks,months, days etc. Trip to Nepal, Wedding, Trip to Tokyo, Prasanna's graduation, Parents moving to Carbondale, IL, my new role at JP Morgan... to name a few.

Today is Sunday, my off day and I am enjoying this beautiful day with a cup of tea and a view of a snow covered ground outside my house. I had a day off yesterday as well. Considering the fact that I work one of the weekends, this was a big bonus to me having both the weekends off.

Quick Recap, we went to Pratigya di's house for Koyal - Pratigya di's daugther's 2 Birthday. Around 8:30pm, we headed to downtown to celebrate Shivam's Bday. Shivam and Deepika, they are both our friends from Kellogg. Shivam and Prasanna are both Class of 09. It was lot of Fun. We met our friends from Kellogg days and it was great to connect back.

Got back home around 1:45am and then headed to sleep.

Today we are planning to go Evanston do do some errands and then watch the Bears game. Bears Vs Packers. Not sure, what future holds, but totally going to root for the Bears!

Adieu!

Wednesday, April 07, 2010

Plain old blog

So right when I thought the spring was here..... I decided to get sick. I sort of have a pattern of getting sick during climate's transition period ... usually winter to spring Or summer to winter.. Last year however, I had a sense of strong immune system primarily of my healthy diet and the exercising regime.. thanks to all the half and full marathons.

Well I have been sick for past couple of days now. Since Saturday to be exact. Sunday morning got up with 101 temperature, in the afternoon the temperature sky rocketed to 103.. and then in the evening 102.5. Today I feel lot better. My throat does not hurt as much and I have an appetite to eat. However, not having eaten properly for last 5 days I really feel weak so I have been resting. No work for last 3 days. Gargling and drinking lots of fluid with a hope of quick recovery!!! :)

All this is telling me to register for a run... This summer, I am not sure if I am going to do a Full marathon but definitely going for a half one... I wanted to do a triathlon but since it is only a month away.. I am not prepared for it. Maybe next time... :)

What else-- School is almost over for Prasanna. This is the last quarter.... Spring break is over... last year we were in Costa Rica :) this year, Prasanna was off to San Fran and I was in Chicago. The weather has been acting weird lately, so haven't been running outside at all. I did a 4 mile couple of weeks back and got back with a blisters. However, I need to start training for my 13.1 soon...

Reading wise, I have started reading.. " Die Trying" by Bo Parfet. It is about climbing the 7 summit of the world including Everest. So far, Bo has climbed Mt. Kilimanjaro and he is climbing Mt. Kosciusko in Argentina. Reading that books makes me wanna have a strong desire to climb.....If I ever get a chance, I would like to climb at least Mt. Kilimanjaro... and I think I can do it :)

" I will persist until I succeed. I was not delivered into this world to defeat, nor does failure come to my veins. I am not a sheep waiting to be prodded by my shepherd. I am a LION and I refuse to talk, to walk, to sleep with the sheep. The slaughterhouse of failure is not my density... I will persist until I succeed...." ----- Og Mandlion

I want this to be my Mantra for rest of my life!!!

Friday, March 12, 2010

Spring is here..

Not much is going on except the radical change in the weather. It is 50 outside and to me it is like a summer... I am sweating!!! seriously, till last week it was freezing cold and all of a sudden it is the 50s week... yesterday was almost 60! Oh! my and this week is the daylight saving.. how exciting.. we gain back one hour and it is going to be longer.. maybe I can soon start running outside...

I have started hitting the gym again.... this past few days not much of running though.... doing cycling and elliptical.. not slowly try to hit the running regime...

What else... had a chance to listen to Promod Hauque yesterday. It was a great talk. Promod had graduated from Kellogg back in '83 and is now one of the top Venture Capitalist based out of Silicon Valley. His firm is called Norwest Venuture Patners. These type of talks are always so insightful as you are getting the first hand experience. Another such experience for me comes from The" Leadership" taught by former CEO of Baxter. I am bit sad..... I really am by the fact that the class is done. It was a great class. Getting perspective on the topic of leadership directly from a leader added a lot of value. There were lot of takeaways from the class. To me that strikes the most is to the Self Reflection part. I do believe it is very important to sit back and reflect on yourself. Take time out for yourself and reflect on your behavior, career actions and then prioritize. I know for fact that i have to work a lot to get these prioritize... but I have realized the importance of it.

" Most failures occur not because of complacency, but through overreacting. " This is a profound statement that each needs to put in mind if you want to want succeed by becoming a leader someday! Focus, Focus and Focus!

The Spring break at Kellogg starts next week...and 10 more weeks and then the school year for class of '10 will be done.

Weekend plan-- not much.. Pras has his exam.. I need to start clearing the closet and other stuff... Too much junk in the house!

Monday, March 01, 2010

March is here..

March already... it already feels like semi Spring.. Weather was 30 today..which means 0 degree celcius.. which is sort of like Spring here.. The remaining snow from the snow storm still remains on the ground, yet, it is not that cold.
The wind is bit brutal, but aside from that nothing is unbearable.
It was HOLI on Sunday. We had a little holi celebration at McManus, the place where we live right now.. sort of MBA dorm. It was nice playing with colours. I have really good memories of Holi 2 years back with everyone back home. The only thing that was missing from the Holi was the balloon and the water...
I am slowly recovering, not completely recovered to hit the gym yet. And I can feel my body growing :) Hopefully, in a next couple of days I will be all set.
Work was fine.. busy, semi busy.. why is Citi' stock going down? And, Mail merging is a fun stuff :)

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Toyoda san

Back to work after couple of days of drowsiness. Weather wise - it was cold and gloomy and snowy everywhere. Followed the Congressional testimony of Fed. Chairman Ben Bernanke in the morning and in the afternoon it was the interrogation of Mr. Akio Toyoda of Toyota.

" I am deeply sorry for the accidents that people have suffered," Mr. Toyoda expressed. He also stressed on the part that the company's priority has always been " safety, quality, and volume"

Toyoda san, apart from an apology, stressed the company's determination to put safety as the highest qualities.

The interrogation was about 3-4 hours long.. It was still going on when I left the work. It was good listening to Mr. Toyoda's Japanese, as he spoke in Japanese throughout the interrogation. I sort of wondered why he had the interpreter. Nevertheless, it helped me refresh my Japanese. I felt nice that I could still understand the language after all these years.

For some reason, i felt the questionnaires or the way the questions were too harsh.. but i guess that is the JOB of those congressman. They grill you and grill you hard till the end...

Monday, February 22, 2010

Antibioticss

Been Sick for last few days.. the antibiotic is making me feel drowsy and weak.. Could not go to work last week... and again today. Drinking lots of water and cranberry juice, yet, I do not feel good!!

This is the update :) nothing exciting really....


Thursday, February 18, 2010

Too Big to Fail

So I had the opportunity to listen to Mr. Andrew Sorkin, the author of " Too Big to Fail."

I have not been reading books lately, not reading at all I must admit. It was a whole different thing back in Boston. Truthfully speaking, I blame the train system here in Chicago.... Well... "why"- why the train system one could ask... The train system back in Boston was the subway system, where upon getting in the train you would have no choice but to either read the books,newspaper or to simply stare at the 'pitch' black tunnel outside the train window... until you reach the " Charles MGH" station.. where all of a sudden you are introduced to the.. I mean " THE" most scenic /panoramic view which truly encapsulates the beauty of the city. It is so so phenonemal! Charles river, the prudential tower, the dome.. ah... ! One of the bestest ( not really sure if there is a word called "bestest," if not, then I just created one ) views of Boston... I really enjoyed the 4 season everyone morning at this particular stop.....

Anyways, before I get off track again... the reason- why I do not or I should say-- why I am so less motivated to read during my 1 hour train ride from Evanston to Chicago is primarily because of the view as well. It is not much of a scenic route, except when you getting close towards the city.. ( as you can embrace the enriched architectural skyline) nonetheless, I find myself enjoying the view outside the window.. Sometimes, I look at the people, sometimes I look at a building and to top it off --my complements the view..

On the other hand, I, however, leave the apartment with two newspapers i) Wall Street and ii) The Financial Times (FT).. ... which usually ( I should bluntly say always) does not get opened until I get to my office at 9:00. I get to work, turn on my computer and then skim the newspaper.

For somereason, last week, I decided to open the FT and ended up reading an interview with the Adithya Mittal, the CFO of the Mittal Industries... The last question the interviewee was posed with was " What is the current book you are reading..."

" Too Big to Fail"-

This book had come out in July ish.. I had not heard about this.. So I note down the name, get to work, google the book, and do a quick read of the summary. It was bascially about the financial crises. It was also listed as the NY times best seller. It must be a good book i ponder.....

I get home and tell about this to Pras. The following week he sends me an email saying, Andrew Sorkin was going to be speaking at Kellogg's downtown campus. Wow... what a coincidence. I quickly put down on my calendar. Even though we had a semi blizzard that day, I decided to head to the downtown campus after work and get the opportunity to hear the story from the author himself...

Too Big to Fail-- is the book about the Financial Crisis. The fall of Lehman brothers and the subsequent government bailout. The book debut at No. 4 best sellers at NY times. Andrew is the financial columinst at NY times and has his blog in the NY times as well and is well known person in the financial arena.. He virtually had the chance to interveiw all the major players of the Wall Street and those involved in the finanical crises.

His talk was so interesting. It was sort of like a story telling. Since he had interviewed all the players, the whole talk was basically an anecdote of his interactions with different leaders/CEO's .He talked about his interview with the players from Bear Stearns, then Lehman Brothers, then AIG, and Citi... Goldman Sachs and so on.. Some of the things he said completely took the audience by surprise...For eg. the case where he talks about the conversation with Jamie Dimon ( JP Morgan ) and Vikram Pandit ( Citi). How BoA initially had an interest to buy Wachovia before purchasing Merrill Lynch... All in All, the overall story told by Sorkin was very interesting, very politicized..

I have yet to read the book... attending his talk has sort of given me a broad view of the book. Those who have read this book say, it is a must- read for anyone who wants clearconcise picture of the decisions that led to Lehman's bankruptcy and the resulting chaotic weeks on Wall Streets.

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Marathon Story

Chicago marathon.. I was aiming on running one of the world's TOP 5 marathons. 1. Boston 2. London 3. Berlin 4. Chicago 5. NY

I started walking towards the start line. The roads were all closed.. Michigan Aveue, which is usually packed with cars was literally EMPTY..I was walking in the middle of the road. I would never ever get to do this otherwise. It ws unexpectedly cold that morning... 0 to begin with.. I was not prepared as to what to wear.... I thought I was going to be ok with what I had.. but towards the end of the race.. apparently, it was not.

I went to the bathroom.. and then started stretching. The ambiance was GREAT! Choppers on the air... news reporters... 35,000 racers, the spectators, the family members..... it surly pumped up anyone's adrenaline! It was almost 8:30.. the race was about to begin... I walk towards the start line... jammed pack with all the racers. The American National Anthem Begins and BOOM!!! the gun shot.. THE RACE has officially begun... and I started running...

It was cold.. the gust of cold wind gave you sort of uncomfortable feeling... but with the roars of gushing crowds it soon became a minor distraction.. I started running and looking around... It was amazing.. Everyone clapping at you.. people chanting your name.. What a good feeling!!!

Soon it was mile 2.. then mile 5...

I stopped for the Gatorade. I did not have to worry about getting Dehydrated since it was not going to be hot. However, I had made a goal of drinking a lot at the drink station. Since it was so cold.. Little did I know that drinking a lot would some how equate to stopping for a bathroom a lot as well... In the beginning.. especially, mile 5,6,7... the wait line was at least 2-3 min in the bathroom which somehow made me loose time.. I had a 12/mile pace but with the bathroom stop... I was few min behind my calculated time.. Mile 10 I see my husband.. and I get my energy back..... I told him I was going to see him in Mile 20 next.. He would have to take a train to get to mile 20.

The scenes of chicago during the run was so fun. Different town had diffrent parades, bands cheering all the marathon runners. It was all so exciting.. My music was good.. I was enjoying running.... then mile 12.. my headphone started to make screeechyy sound... I tried to work on that several times but gave up and started running with out the music.... which was something I really had hard time.. however, knowing that I had no choice, I started running looking at the spectators and counting the kids. This sort of distracted me from the "mile marker' and it made my run little bit easier..

Soon I was in the hospital district... mile 15 I think... At this point, I was getting tired.. I knew China town was soon going to be next route.... maybe in about nest 3 miles or so.. I was looking forward to running in the china town. At mile 15, they had also provided the "sport shot" which I was sort of accustomed with. These "power bar shot" was always recommended to get used to before the big day otherwise, it could totally upset your stomach.

I had never tried any of the power shots during my "half marathons" or the "20 mile run." However, everyone told me to take this for my marathon as it was really helpful. So after my 20 mile run..... during the last 3 weeks prior to the marathon, I had done the practice run with the "Gu shots." The taste was yuky.. but it really helped. Personally, I had preferred the jelly beans.. which was helpful too..

On the real day,mile 15, taking the shot helped me.. It did not make me tired. Mile 17....China town arrives... yeah... I can feel my body getting tired. I could feel the blisters and my knee cap slowly hurting. I had both my knees wrapped by the bandages... which was not that great of an idea cause I think I had sort of hampered the blood circulation... Mile 17.. I took the run/walk strategy.. I would run then walk and then run.. but I was having hard time..

I had not :hit the wall".. not yet... Having completed the 20 mile run about 3 weeks ago,Ii had the confident to finish up to the 20 mile without any problem.. after that, I had not a single clue... ... Soon mile 18... running in the Chinatown.. little kids waving at us and passing bananas... I was not in the mood to eat anything... yet, i stopped and took a small pieces of cut bananas from a little girl... During the race, I had made a friend from Chicago, whose goal was to finish the race in 5:35min...It was her second time...

Mile 19... tired.. more tired and I think I had hit the wall... both my legs started feeling numb... I still tried to run.. it looked funny.. but I running on my heels... Mile 20. and you could see the skyline of Chicago... That was my destination... At this point, lot of people had dropped out. There were people escorting the dropped out runners in their cart. Some were getting massaged, some were simply resting..

"Listen to your Body.."

Should I drop out.. No! I think I can keep on going..

At this point, there were very few runners running... . Either people had dropped out or the runners were way before us... It still made me feel nice seeing that I was not amongst the last ones..

The runners were cheering for one another and we started running in a small group.... soon Mile 21. I took out my milkybar and sneakers and started chewing on them... it did not help me a whole lot but still gave me little energy.

Mile 22.. walking slowly... i think at this point, I have pulled the muscles on both the legs..It was hard for me to even walk. I pass the train station..Seeing the condition, the train master asks me if i want to take the train downtown.. "No" I said and kept on moving forwrd.

Almost mile 23.. I get stopped again.. this time by cops. " Do you want a ride.." No! I will keep on going...

I was almost there and did not want to give up... 3 more miles and this will be the biggest achievements of my life.

Mile 24... My destination was almost there... At this point you could see all the racers with the medals... It gives you motivation. I wanted to finish the race. I will finish the race...

Mile 24 and 1/2. Condition= Limping...

The Volunteers stop me again asking me if I was ok. I said I am fine. At this point, I decided to take off my bandage, but was worried of the outcome. What if I cannot stand up... what if I cannot even more... I gradually opened my bandage and it sort of felt better...

Mile 25!!! yes.. Almost there.. I call my husband to come and help me finish the race. I wanted him to be there during my last mile... and there he was..

I had few more blocks to go...

Again, I started visualizing the finish line.... everyone cheering for me

At this point, everyone on the street was cheering us... " You are almost there.. couple more blocks..."

This slogan gave me gush of energy..

Mile 26!! yes.. the last 385 yards.. maybe 3 blocks and at this point you come to the realisation that you have actually finished the marathon!!!!

I cross the finish line ... It still seems surreal.

The guy asks my husband if he wants to put the medal for me. Prasanna puts my medal. What a nice feeling..!!!

I finished the marathon on my First attempt!!!

It was all in my mind... and I did it!!!
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My body was sore for 3 days. I could not move and was sleeping for 3 days.. but that Pain was the pain of a JOY!!!!!

Thank you Jason for inspiring me to start. Thank you husband for pushing me, encouraging me and helping me get to the finish line.. .

The lessons I learnt!!! :-

1)If you do it from your heart!!! you can do anything!!! :)

2) Surround yourself in a positive environment where people will make you believe that you can do it.

3) Discipline is an integral part.. even though I was not strictly disciplined, I would have done way better had I was one..

4) Stretch = Pre and Post the run!

Friday, February 05, 2010

Spirit of Marathon

" I am going to run a marathon," I said to myself after meeting Jason Sissel. But deep down I knew that 26.2 just seemed impossible.

Jason Sissel, whom I was introduced by a fellow colleague had worked at Morgan Stanley for 8 years and had lot of connection in the Chicago's Financial area where we had recently moved. I had gone to meet Jason with a hope of expanding my network, but I came back with a notion of running a marathon which sort of changed my life.

Jason had recently quit his job and had opened "Endure to Cure, " a pediatric cancer non-profit foundation with the goal of raising at least $3 million for the cause by doing endurance events around the world. He had done several marathons, ultraman and Ironman around the United States and also had a goal of climbing top summits in the 7 continents including Mt. Everest. When I shared my experience back home regarding our recent trip to Everest Base Camp, he seemed very intrigued. On the other side, I was more curious to know about his experiences with the Marathons and the Ironman.

Seeing my curiosity, he asked me if I had done any long distance running. I love swimming and had done indoor running but never had I ran more than 5 mile. In Boston, my husband and I, would always cheer the runners at Boston Marathon but never had I thought about doing a full marathon. " It is all about up here," Jason pointed his head." If you are prepared mentally, then you can do anything. You have done the base camp, Marathon should not be hard for you." " You should sign up, " he said before we finished our meeting.

That day, all I thought was about the Marathon. I went to the gym and ran 2 miles. I am going to do a marathon I said to my husband who simply smiled.

I started meeting Jason more frequently. The more I met him, the more encouragement he would give me on doing the marathon. He gave me a positive vibe which made me want to do the marathon even more... then again.. would I be able to ?? I would go to the website to register, but then would browse other stuff and would never finish the work. Then one day, I signed up for the marathon.Voila!

Since the deadline had already passed for the registration, the only way to get the spot was by running for a charity. Team World Vision, was a charity that helped kids in Africa, and I signed up with them.

The next few months was the training months. Winter hit Chicago and the city was covered with snow and wind. I was less motivated to run outside which was very important. I would run in the treadmill, but it was nothing like running outside.

Months past by and I was still running inside. I was afraid to run outside. It was cold and I would always make an excuses. Then one day I ran outside and could barely run a mile. It was so hard to run outside. The wind, the concrete road, the presuure on my feet. It looked difficult. I could barely run 1 mile and I had a plan of running 26.2. By this point, I had already told my family members about the plan on running and had started raising money... within first 10 days, I overreached my goal of $600, the minimum requirement for the charity.

Pressure mounted even more. Raising money meant commitment towards doing the marathon. I gradually started running outside and followed a training regime... and then I got hit by injuries. Apparetnly, I was not stretching enough, which caused the stiffness of muscle and as a result, weak knee cap.

I had trouble walking after I finished my first 10 mile outside. Climbing downstairs was too painful for me... this meant at least 2 weeks of rest and going to the Physical therapist. During this time, I focused on my strength trainning and doing lots of weights with a hope of strengtehing my knee caps and hips.

My body was slowly improving. At this point, I had changed my focus to running outside. I was mentally prepared to run outside every day and I followed. My husband would drop me off at the beginning in the Lake shore drive trail and I would run for two hours every night. Slowly I started developing a stamina. I also registered for Chicago Half Marathon and a 20 mile run.. which is one the BEST decisions.

My boss at work who had ran the marathon said, " If you finish the 20 mile, you can finish the marathon...". Well, I have to finish the 13 mile first... ". My half marathon was slowly approaching... However hard I tried to be disciplined, I found it hard... My knee cap was hurting.. then my back started hurting.... then my left knee, then my right... I would get home at one hour commute and then eat a snack and take a nap... and start to run from 7 in the evening till 9:00. Sometimes, I would just not get up from my nap.....:)

The day of the half marathon- Feelings ? = Scared as hell.

I seriously had something inside my stomach that made me feel like puking. I was nervous. What if, what if I don't maintain the 12 mile pace, would they kick me out from the race? What if I can't finish... I had all these questions in my mind. The race was going to start at 7:30 from Southside Chicago.. I had my alarm for 4:30, but somehow, the morning of the marathon I did not want to go. Alarm went off for the third time and I did not want to partake in the race. My husband had to literally drag me out of my bed. I had to remind myself that it would be ok, if i do not finish.. it would be fine.. no worries...

The Race Feeling= Anxious!

As we approached closer towards the South Side Chicago, we could see all the tables lined up at the side of the road with the Gaterode drinks, then there was mile marker and then.. the runners.. all pumped up. I got more scared. My husband dropped me off at the start line and went to park the car. I checked my gears and stretched and then voila, I was one of the runners... Gun Shot! and it began..

Turned on my music.. and there I was running... Mile 1 finished.. checked my watch... 12min per mile pace maintained.. " good one.." I told myself...

Soon it was 5 mile.. and there I see my husband.. how exciting.. I screamed at him, waved him and continued my pace... Mile 6... and 7..... I stopped for the gateorade and again continued the run.. it was feeling good... Mile 10.... at this point, I knew I could do it. I visioned crossing the finish line and continued with the run.. and there I was!!! The finish line... I received the medal..! Wow.. what a sweet victory. Aside from couple of blisters, I was feeling good!!! This gave me a bucket full of confidence!

The following weekend I had the 20 mile run with the Chicago Runners Association. The race was going to start at 6:30am. I had a 4 mile run in the middle of the week and was " sort of" ready for this run. 13 mile was the furthest I had run. If you were to follow a trainning regiment, you would have done, 15, 18 and then 20 mile. I was jumping straight from 13 mile to 20, so I had no idea of what to expect.

That morning- Wierd feeling .

I had my left leg covered with a bandage and I was not 100% comfortable with my running. I might have to take the strategy of Run/Walk, I thought. 6:30, the gun starts and then there I was running... The sun rise over Lake Michigan was so beautiful... It made the first half of the run so much... 13 mile this time was an easy run.. ... At this point, I remembered what Jason had told me about the run. He had said, once you finish 13 mile, it would be so easy the next time you do it. 14 felt fine..Gaterode and a trail mix.. I could keep on going... and then mile 17, I hit the wall.

Hit the Wall is the term the runners use when you have absolutely no energy left and you feel tired and feel like quiting! At mile 17, I could feel my blisters on both my foot. It felt like the blood circulation had suddently stopped and I could feel numbness. I wanted to stop but I did not want to.. Mile 17 1/2 then 18... 2 more to go I said... Gotta keep on running Deepti.. Keep on running.. Focus Focus.... Mile 19... ok.. ok.. 1 more mile to go and I am there...

Where is mile 19 1/2 now.. It felt the longest one ever.. why would's the 20 mile come? Where is it? Is it here yet?! 5 more blocks?! Oh my god.. really... ok.. C'mon.. keep on going .. keep on going... and.. all the cheers kept me going and thennnn.. the finish line.... Finally...

20 mile was brutal... I had not taken any energy bar/or gel shots.. bad idea... for the full marathon, I need to .. or I should say i have to take the energy bars!

20 mile is the furthest you run before the marathon. The last 3 weeks is known as Taper week where you actually let the body rest and run less than 20 miles. Since I had problem with my knee cap, I did not do much of a run that following week. The week after, I had no luck more than 5 miles.

The weather in Chicago had decided to get really cold all of a sudden and it was a flue season. The Thursday of the Marathon week, I had a tingly feeling in my head... For some reason I had a feeling of catching a flue... ekkkkkk.

All I did was eat and rest.. I ate ate.. It was time to load myself with Carbohydrate and protein... On Friday, I felt worst and I was beginning to feel anxious. " You are not running if you have a fever," Prasanna said. I wanted to run.. I had watched the movie, " Spirit of marathon," and had already visioned of crossing the finish line.. I wanted to do this, and yet, I was scared. I went to the expo and got my packets and energy gel and bars. Getting able to see Diane Kaster, the American bronze medaist was another plus point. I was pumped, I felt like my energy was slowly coming back.

Saturday -- All day rest.. and eat.. Protein, pasta, pizza, tandoori, nan and icecream. Evening- I started to lay all my clothes for the Race next morning. Prasanna made me a name card for my shirt. I was all set for the morning... I guess

Next morning, Alarm rings at 4:15... Time to get up. I get up.. Feel good.. Feel better than the last couple of days. Gradually progress towards the running mood.... It is the big day for me today... I have been trainning for this for past 7 months.. " Will I be able to finish?" I ask my husband..... " Yes, if you do it slowly.. do not over do and listen to your body.. " he says...

Please knee cap, be good today! Do not ruin this day.. Help me finish it.

1 pack of oatmeal and omlete and a tea and I am all set to go.

I go inside my bedroom and make a pray to lord Ram and my grandparents and my aunt, who will be watching me from heaven. Lord, give me strength for today, I prayed.

I left for downtown with anxiety. The train was filled with all the runners.. some eating bananas, some energy bars... I looked at them and thought "today I am going to be one of them..." Spectators on the other hand looked excited.. with the camera's around the neck and holding signs to cheer the runner..

Downtown was packed ... with the runners.. It was cold.. 0 degree celcius I think. I took a long breath... Am I prepared for this run ?

Saturday, January 30, 2010

The new year

Logging into the site after many many months.. 2009 past by in a blink... another year.. another journey, another adventurous life ahead of us.

Biggest achievements of 2009 :

1. Finished the marathon ( yeah yeah!!)
2. Finished the 20 mile run ( yeah)
3. Finished the half marathon ( yes!!)
4. Working at UBS.. in this crazy financials crises, I was happy to have entered into the financial industry.

Welcomed the new year in Sydney Australia

Goals for 2010...

Lots ... some realistic ones.. some not so realistic one... but all these goals are what motivates to keep me going... The 6 months training for marathon taught me all.... It is good to have a GOAL after all... :)

Sunday, October 04, 2009

Leaving Microsoft to change the world

This summer, the book titled 'Microsoft Dekhi Bahundanda Samma' seemed very prominent at the book stalls in New Road. I had heard a lot about the author John Wood mainly from my husband. John was a graduate of a Kellogg Business School, the same Business School my husband was going to be attending that fall of ‘08. However tempted I was to read the Nepali version, I resisted and decided to the read the original book. From my previous experience on the translated books, it felt like the messages were unintentionally diluted. Afraid, that was going to be a case for this one; I decided to wait to read the original version by John Wood himself.

Upon returning to the US, I was ecstatic to finally read the book. John Wood was going to be coming at Kellogg Business School in 2 weeks and I wanted to finish it prior his visit. I started reading the book and visualized the greenery expounded my John during his hike to Annapurna. Recently on our trip back home, we had managed to go to the Everest Base Camp. Topics such as poverty and illiteracy mentioned by John in the book were not by means any surprise to us as we had both witnessed during our Trek. For instance - One thing that John seemed to have taken by awe was the fact that children had to walk almost two -three miles to get to school. We had encountered bunch of little children during our trek who did not seem to mind to walk 2 hours every day to get the education. They struggle and yet, seem happy and here we are, with all the amenities and yet we complain! It had struck me then and the same feeling hit me again as I read the book.

This book was a mixture of emotional and inspirational journey for both my husband and I. Realizing how much struggle there is back home makes me feel sad. Unlike many girls from Nepal, I have been very lucky with the education. Having gotten a chance to study in an International School in Tokyo with students from 35 different nationalities has always taught me a lesson not to take things for granted. While children in the poverty stricken part are struggling with house chores and school work, I have been fortunate finish the studies without any struggle. The most striking part to me while reading this book was the effort put by John Wood. Then, John was simply a trekker who had taken some time off from his busy schedule and upon seeing the dire need of education in our poor villages, he had decided to help the kids. Led by the theme, “World’s
change starts with educated children,” Room to Read has successfully celebrated its 10th anniversary and recently opened a project in Bangladesh and Zambia and heading strong.

John is an American who decided to do so much for the country only after one visit. I felt ashamed to have lived and travelled abroad and not having being able to help the poor children who are in dire need of help. 2 years ago, my husband and I had donated 150 dollars to sponsor a study of a child in Dang and that is only thing we had done so far. For many Nepali living abroad, 150 in merely a lot of money. You go to a nice restaurant, have a good wine and voila, the bill could be potentially larger than this.

The most memorable part of this book is simply close the eyes and be able to empathize with the little children after opening a school in their villages. Upon finishing the book, I wrote to John Wood. I wanted to meet with him and talk to him personally. His talk at Kellogg was very vibrant and what an energetic person he was. During the Q and A session, I thanked him on behalf of Nepal and asked him what I, as a privileged woman could do to help spread the word of Room to Read. “Pass
the words to as many people as possible" was his humble reply. Room to Read has recently started the project in Bangladesh and Zambia. I am currently involved with the Chicago Chapter to raise funds. Along with my husband and my brother in law we are also planning to raise money to get involved with a project in Humla.
I am in touch John and will be meeting him again in April. His words are inspiring and it has motivated me to get involved in this organization. It has made me focus on importance of education in our part of the world. It only takes 250 to fund a child for schooling and takes 10,000 to open a library. I would strongly urge everyone to Read John’s book and instill the value of education and make a difference in people’s life. Please plant the seed of education to our new generation who are going to be the next leaders

“To a world you maybe a person, but to a person, you may be their world"

Thursday, January 08, 2009

Leaving Microsoft to Change the World

The title of this blog is the title of the book by John Wood. I had heard about this book a lot and always wanted to read it. When I was travelling back home this summer, I saw the 'Nepali' version of this book by Nepali, I mean, someone had translated this book into a Nepali book. The whole story but it was being narrated in Nepali. I wanted to buy it, then again, I did not.


I had read one Nepali book called ' Palpasa Cafe' which was translated into English and had lost the whole meaning of the story. The translation was very disappointing. In retrospect, I had wished that I had read the book in Nepali. Likewise, I did not buy the Nepali version of ' Leaving Microsoft to Change the World.' I waited and here I am finally reading it. I have heard a lot about this book. Mainly by my husband who talked a lot about this book while we were doing the Annapurna trekking.


The book is by John Wood. John Wood is an individual who chose to walk away at the prime of his corporate career as a Microsoft's Director of Business Development in order to found Room to Read Foundation. He dedicated his life for a social cause.


I have just started reading this book and I am very enjoying so far. The story takes place in Nepal. John decides to have to have a little escapade in a foothill of Himalayas doing the Annapurna Circuit trekking. While doing his trekking he comes across a man called Pashupathi, who reveals his sadness for not having being able to do anything for the children of Nepal. One of his main concern in the Lack of School for the future stars of Nepal. John, with the help of Pasupathi visits the school in a village called Bahundada and is shocked to find the situation of the school. At the School John discovers that the few books available were so precious that they were kept under lock and key - to protect them from the children! There are fewer than 20 books –mainly left by backpackers which the children can barely read—(Danielle Steel’s, the Lonely planet etc) for more than 450 students.


His journey then begins....


This is a firsthand perspective of how John launched a literacy organization for children in Asia after a life-changing three-week trek through the mountains of Nepal. Leveraging his business acumen and networks from his days at Microsoft, Wood turned Room to Read into a successful nonprofit organization with schools and libraries throughout Asia.


I have yet to finish the book which I just started. The exciting part is that John is actually come to Kellogg School of Management next week and I want to finish the book before that. He is a graduate of Kellogg.


For anyone, who is looking for a book to read, this one is definitely recommended. One of the many things learned from this book is following your Passion.


One thing that struck me while reading this book is that quote from Dalai Lama that is mentioned in this book. “When we give something away, we actually get something in return: Happiness.”

Wednesday, January 07, 2009

Happy New Year to everyone

As the new year rolls in I take some time to think on my resolutions. Honestly, I do not even feel like a new year, thus, I do not have any concrete resolution. Sounds bit ironic right.. I was going to write morbid, but I do not think i have reached that stage. Well my resolution this year is to get a job in this tough market.

It is going to be an exciting ride. Christmas break was good. Pras and I joined Shailendra dai in Bahamas. After getting stuck in North Carolina for one night, we made it to Nassau on Tuesday afternoon. We were both very annoyed for having missed the flight.. which by the way was no fault of ours. Because of the col weather - 35, our 6:00 am flight got delayed for 2 hours. The Air Valve of the plane was frozen and it took them 2 hours to de freeze it. As a result, we missed our connecting flight from North Carolina. To make the situation even better, all our luggages were gone. I did not even have have contact solution with me. They gave us a hotel and some coupons... which -- I guess was the least they could do. We were at the Charoltte Aiport for almost 4 hours... hoping to get our luggage but to our vain no luck whatsoever.

Since we had a long day-- we had been up since 3:00 am in the morning, we went to the hotel and took a nap. Then called Smita didi and the family. Smita didi is my first cousins. My mum's oldest sister's daughter. The last time I had seen her was back in 2004. Almost 5 years ago. Steve- my cousin in law came to pick us up and we spend our night at the Sawyers residence. It was really nice meeting with the boys and the dog :)

Luckily, the next morning, we were put in 9:00 flight and got to Nassau at 11:00. The weather was kinda chilli that day. According to Shailendra dai, the weather on Monday was really sunny and beautiful. Clear Clear sky, but on Tuesday it was bit cold. we went to the beach but could not enjoy the ocean as we were hit by the sand storm. The next day, got even worse. We decided to take a ferry and go to Rose Island. It rained and the weather got more crappy. Despite that, we did snorkeling.. It was our first snorkeling ever and it was Amazing. One of the must to do - in a life time. The snorkeling made our day.

The next day.. finally, the weather started getting clearer.. at least better than the first few days. We really enjoyed relaxing on the beach.. but it was still kinda chili to sun bathe. I had a little blanket over me.. Yup! Finally, the last day of our trip was THE best one. We got up at 5:00 in the morning and headed to downtown for the Junkanu festival. Junakanu is kind of the mix of Mardi Gras and Carnival. Parade one after another. The Bahamanian would start the parade at 12:00 at night and would continue till 12:00 in the morning. The whole city- nassau was wide awake and so were we. Upon watching the carnival, we returned to the hotel took a brief nap and headed to another exciting day.. The snorkeling Day. We were taken in a boat to three different places and were given 30 min to snorkel. The weather was great and the water was Blue... could not have been better. The salty water made the snorkel even more exciting.

Our last stop was at the Shark Cove. We were given 10 min. It was literally swimming with the sharks. Not everyone dared to go to the water as it was kinda risky. However, they ( the divers) assured us that they had been doing this for 11 years and never had the any incident. They asked us not to bring any fish food with us. Would you ever get to swim with Shark-- No!! I decided to plunge in the water. They had a rope for us. As oppose to wander around the ocean, they strictly told us to hold the rope and not to go anywhere. Both Pras and Shailendra joined me. Looking underwater, I could see 10 sharks swimming back and forth. Some of them were bigger than me- More than 10 feet.... After being in the water for 7 min I decided to head back.

Only after getting up on the dock, made me realise that these were the same sharks that would kill people and I had been swimming with them. This gave me a chill.. but now I can say-- I swam with the shark!!! This definitely is one of the main highlights of the trip!!!

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Quick update

Further enfeebling the market, Dollar plunges in the wake of Fed move... Fed cuts rates near Zero.. Another highlight of the news today.. Goldman bonuses set to sink.... apparently, the CEO is not going to be taking any bonuses for 2008. Well I guess that is how the work gets done in the Wall Street. If the market is good.. then you are showered with all that money... and vice versa.. I guess, to Investment Banks, this year has been one of the worst years.

The bad news in the economy does not stop to make the headlines... During the Thanks Giving break the Mumbai terror had seemed to capture the audience... now again, back to the recession world. The whole case of Bernanrd Madoff.. the Ponzii scheme as they say. Apparently, the Spanish heiress is suferring one of the biggest losses through this. Alicia Koplowiz... I believe is her name and she has lost about $ 14.3 mill through her invesment firm. uh oh....

Aside from the market world nothing interesting has happened. I am slowly recovering from the flu. I went to downtown all bundled up on Monday. It was 8 degree which in celsius translantes to being -15 I think. very very cold... I had my thermal on, but, it did not help nontheless. I was still cold...

I have to do to downtown again and it is suppose to snow tomorrow.. we are expecing.. 5 to 6 inches... Glory Glory. Pras is in Cali busy with his VC trek. I am busy preparing for my visit to downtown tomorrow. the new year is almost here.....

The fridge at our apartment stopped working and unfortunately, we had just stocked on Sunday...I have put the frozen food, creamer, milk outside the window but how long can I do that for?

Monday, December 08, 2008

After long time

It is almost end of 2008 now. This has been a good year. Relaxing year. We did a whole lot of traveling..... this year was too short of a year. Now.. the new year of 2009 will be welcoming us in about couple of weeks.

Today is a cold Monday. I had to go to downtown Chicago to meet one individual from William and Blair Company but, i am sick. Hopefully not the flue but I feel weak. I have been drinking a lot but still feel tired and weak. It is cold outside--the ground is still white.. the snow has lies on the ground peacefully. About a year ago I had slipped and almost fractured my arm... This year I have been ultra careful. We still need to buy the winter attire. Boots and downs and what not...

Thanks Giving weekend was nice. We went to Louisiana and Mississippi. It was sort of a family gathering. We drove for almost 4 days back and forth but it was nice. I need to get into the habit of writing again.. and the reading one... I used to be a good reader and a writer...but now, I have not been doing so. I had started to study for my Series 7 exam... and now since I have been sick, I have not been able to focus. I need to tough...

This is a quick update...for now. I feel tired already!!

Friday, September 12, 2008

Our Journey

Rewind 5 months.... Back in February

Stunningly, lot did not seem too favorable about our trip to go back home in winter. No electricity, no water… strikes… and what not….Regardless of what everyone said, I decided to withhold my judgment, before I actually experienced myself. Both Pras and I were extremely excited to go home. Our mission was successful! Pras had gotten into a B school; I had just finished my B school. It was THE perfect timing. On the way home, we were going to make a brief stopover in Tokyo to visit my parents and little brother.

The hardest part for us was to get a tenant who was going to sublet our apartment. Pack and sell the furniture’s. After bidding farewell to all my colleagues at Merrill, I left the job from February. I was packing and selling…… At first, it seemed exciting but soon… it started getting stressful.

As distressing it sounds, somehow or other, we both did manage to get ready to leave on March 7th.

So that is how our 5 month Journey began!!!!

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

New place -Chicago!!

We are back in the US. Chicago- Evanston to be exact. Pras has started his B School and I am busy arranging the apartment. The journey past 5 months has been one of the best ones in our lives.

I will be back with more detail about our trip. Till then... See you soon!

Friday, February 29, 2008

Going home

I will be going home next week!!! and will be in a hibernation mode until Aug. I will try to update however, cannot promise anything as of yet!!!

Too many exciting things going in my life :)

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Second day!

Here I am, trying to gradually adapt into the blogging mode. However, the thing is nothing exciting happened today. Therefore, I do not know what to write.

Work was interesting-- Since I spend major part of my daily hours at work, it only makes sense for me to write about major part of my blog on the work! Anyways, work was fun. New stuff, new project. Today, I did a research on Merril Lynch's Private Equities Fund. I learned new names and new investment requirements. Work was busy. 8 hour just flew like that---

On the way back home, I continued with Kiran Desai's "Inheritence of Loss." Gyan and Sai's love story is interesting and Biju hardlife in the US is heartbreaking. For a second, I felt I was completely lost in that part of the world. I am enjoying the book. I already have the next book in my mind after I finish this one :)

Got home.. made dinner-- Baked Asparagus, Spinach and a Shrimp Curry and little bit of "masyaura" from yesterday. Dinner was satisfying!

Good way to end a day!!