last minute

One more day to go, then I am done with my School. However, rather than jumping up and down with joy... I am sad. I don't know why, but I am sad......... Life has taken some good turns, yet, I do not some how seem to be appreciating the fact. AND I have been reminded more than few times about this nature of mine.... Not a nice feeling when things do not get appreciated right.. :)

Anyways, I am in the library at the moment. Trying so very hard to study for the exam tomorrow... Regression Analysis, Chi square.. what not... and also writing a paper and studying for Marketing exam ..... and doing lot more other things as well..

I am tired. DEAD tired... I have already fallen asleep numerous times. However hard I try to keep myself awake, it does not work....I can only see nine lights from where I'm sitting. the computer in the next room is reflecting all over the ceiling and the door frame. the new call light is flashing red on the phone. it's amazing to me.

Now that the school is over, hopefully, I will be able to write more on this blog.

night..

almost done..

Do you know how high I'm feeling right now? in fact, I don't think my body can take it. I can feel the heat creeping up my spinal column into the medulla. i can feel my medulla… and I do not even know what it means!!!!.

Is that strange?

No drugs.Just the amount of coffee I have consumed in past couple of hours is innumerable. It seems non-stop… I need to revitalize by body which unfortunately, is so lethargic and energy less.

I am in the library and doing a research for the International Marketing Project which is due next week. I have two exams and on top of that, this 15 page paper. It is hard to foocus. It has been a long day. Tomorrow, we have a presentation in International Marketing class. Then, the Marketing Research assignment on Regression… which seems so difficult. Since, it is one of the important classes to have in future, I really wish , this class was offered during the fall or spring semester. I have learned a lot about SPSS, however, I wish I still had more itme to digest the information. The information keeps on accumulating in the brain and unfortunately, some of 'em don't even get time to get digested. Summer is simply too brutal.. It is non stop marathon and poor little brain can only take so much..Correct…

I was just thinking.. as I wanted to take a break from studies.. that :

The easiest people to love are the ones you've never met. They are without flaws, the embodiment of all that you find wonderful. Usually movie stars or musicians. at least in my experiences, anyway. the musicians are the best because you don't fall in love with the image of them. You fall for what they sing, how they do it, the idea of them. This sounds quite crazy does not it?!

That being said.. I am almost done with my school part of the MBA. Next week is the last week of school. Thursday, I have 2 finals, then I am doneeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Internship is going well. I am learning a lot.. Lots of S & P index and hedge funds. I even borrowed the book, “ A random walk down wall street…” let’s see where it will take me….

Better get back to studying!

Can't believe that it is already August now... I am been lagging behind a lottttt